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    Thursday, July 29th, 2004
    5:43 pm
    See all those people on the ground
    Wasting time
    Try to hold it all inside
    Just for tonight
    Top of the world sitting here wishing
    The things Ive become but something is missing
    Maybe I, What do I know?
    And now it seems that I have found
    Nothing at all
    Wanna hear your voice out loud
    Slow it down Slow it down
    Without it all
    I'm choking on nothing
    It's clear in my head
    I'm screaming for something
    Knowing nothing is better than knowing at all
    On my own...

    Megan... our song!

    Current Mood: content
    5:38 pm
    Wow I haven't written in here in forever. Not a lot has been going on lately. It's summer and I've basically just been chillen. Nick leaves for college tomorrow and Im sad cuz Im gunna miss him. I have nothing to say. Peace

    Current Mood: tired
    Tuesday, June 8th, 2004
    5:01 pm
    and when it all goes to hell will you be able to tell...
    and townies and tourists find unlikely love at first sight...
    My Konstantine came walking down the stairs and all that I could do was touch her long blonde hair and I was thinking and I was thinking that we've been drinking and it doesnt get me anywhere...
    ur hands didnt move wel neither did mine new years wil bring so much 2 say but nothing comes out like both of us left w/o words both of us lost in this world its softer then ever b4 and u were the outline of everything u wud become the keeper of these hands 2 hold u now it is a far quite more then anything that i deserve im waiting 2 give u whatever the world may bring ill give u my life cuz i dnt own anything it seems like the bottle was all that i had until now ill give u my life if u give me urs somehow

    Current Mood: contemplative
    Monday, June 7th, 2004
    8:10 pm
    I am sooo out of it because I am on medication to the max cuz I am super sick, so like I am 30 seconds away from passing out. Anywayz I havent updated this thing in like 46524652 years and Aaron aka slooticus made me do it cuz hes a piece. I am listening to the best song in the world right now Aaron.. KONSTANTINE!! haha Summer is coming up in like 4 days and I am soo amped. Beachtime for sure! Carly hopefully I can hang out with you know who.. and hopefully not so much the other you know who hahaha. Well I'm running out of things to say because I wasted all of the intelligence I have on those pointless things called finals. Late everyone

    Current Mood: groggy
    Tuesday, April 27th, 2004
    2:12 pm
    I am home sick with the stomach flu and it sucks. Sorry Jared (hubby) lol for leaving you all alone with Cynthia today. Please forgive me! haha Don't worry i think that you will be successful even tho you are white.. haha If you ever leave me alone with her tho i will divorce you! lol OC tomorrow.. we should party at ur house again! lol
    Anywayz.. i g2g lie down im tired from writing this.. yes people thats how weak the flu makes you.. peace

    Current Mood: tired
    Sunday, April 25th, 2004
    9:24 pm
    Today the hottest guys that I know totally honked at my friend and me and were shouting "hotties" at us.. it was so funny. It made my day! haha The beach was kinda sucky today although it was quite entertaining when some people thought i was this girl named Raven.. and these 2 guys like followed me and my friend and were like trying to hit on us but they crashed and burned... sucks.
    Anywayz ill write again later.. peace

    Current Mood: flirty
    Saturday, April 24th, 2004
    4:56 pm
    I want a boy... I want a boy.. I need some Lovin from a booooyyy!.. Cameron has got it right
    Words of the wise
    You must become smart after livin in "the real world"



    BOOM BAZOOKA JOE!

    Current Mood: flirty
    Saturday, April 10th, 2004
    9:03 pm
    ME...
    name= Kristin
    piercings = ears
    tattoos = none
    height= 5'8
    shoe size = 7?
    hair color = brownish blondish
    eye color = blue
    siblings = i guess u could say 2 brothers...
    LAST...
    movie you saw in theaters = The Girl Next Door
    movie you saw at home = Jawbreaker
    song stuck in your head = Stranded-Plumb
    cd you listened to= mix with good shit on it
    person you've called= zach
    person that's called you = zach
    tv show you've watched = FRIENDS
    person you were thinking of = Pam
    DO...
    you have a crush on someone = ask zach
    you wish you could live somewhere else = sometimes anywhere but here...
    you think about suicide =thanks for reminding me to
    you believe in online dating = how exactly does that work?
    others find you attractive = uhh ask others
    you like cleaning = sometimes
    you like roller coasters = sure
    you write in cursive or print = print mostly
    FOR OR AGAINST...
    long distance relationships = if u can make it work.. mass props
    using someone = yes its my favorite pasttime.. not
    suicide = its so selfish
    killing people = against
    teenage smoking = if im against it will they stop...
    driving drunk = thats the dumbest shit ever
    gay/lesbian relationships = of course
    soap operas = if ur that bored

    HAVE YOU...
    ever cried over a boy= sadly yes
    ever lied to someone = if i said no id be lying
    ever been in a fist fight = nah
    ever been arrested = not fully

    WHAT...
    shampoo do you use = Pantene Pro V
    shoes do you wear= vans slip ons other shoes
    are you scared of =spiders and mosquitos and bugs..ewww

    NUMBER...
    of times I have been in love?= have i ever really been in love?
    of times I have had my heart broken? = wait while i take off my shoes to count
    of hearts I have broken? = sadly a few...sorry about that...
    of girls I have kissed? = o
    of boys I have kissed? = uhh i dunno i dont like keep a tally
    of girls I've slept with? = 0
    of boys I've slept with? = sexually?
    of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? = maybe one at the most
    of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?= a lot
    of scars on my body? = a shit load!
    of things in my past that I regret? = i dont know
    DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
    pretty- i hope so
    funny – im told so
    friendly – very
    amusing - very
    ugly – lets hope not
    loveable - i dunno
    caring - genuinely
    sweet – yes
    a tool - no???
    FAVORITE...
    5 letter word: blahh
    actor/actress: on talent or looks?
    Candy: sour blueberry bottlecaps
    Cartoon:i dunno
    Cereal: cinnamon toast crunch
    Chewing gum:green extra
    Color(s): pink orange and yellow
    Day of week: Friday
    Least fave day: Monday
    Flower: white rose
    Jewelry: my necklace from Pam
    Special skills/talents:oo i dont wanna overwhelm u...
    Summer/Winter: summer i mean do u even have to ask
    Trampolines or swimming pools: both
    PERSON WHO LAST...
    Slept in your bed: me
    Saw you cry: i dont cry in public
    Made you cry: when Bogie died
    You went to the movies with: Carly
    Yelled at you: Mom
    Sent you an email:Caroline
    HAVE YOU EVER...
    Gone out in public in your pajamas: yes
    Kept a secret from everyone: I am right now
    Cried during a movie:o yeah
    Ever owned new kids on the block stuff: wtf does that mean
    Planned your week based on the TV Guide:HELL YES!!!!
    Been to New York: yes
    Been to California: I live here
    Hawaii: 6 times
    China: no
    Canada: no
    Europe:nope
    Asia: No
    South America: no
    Australia: i would love to
    Wished you were the opposite sex: no
    What time is it now?: Time for some lovin
    Apples or bananas?: both
    Blue or red?:Red
    Walmart or target?:target
    Spring or Fall?: Fall
    What are you gonna do after you finish this?: talk online
    What was the last meal you ate?: dinner
    High school or college?: i havent been to college
    Are you bored?: yes
    Last smell you sniffed?: food
    Last time you went out of state/province?: my last vacation
    OTHER INFO...
    Criminal record?: i dont have one.. i dont think
    Do you speak any other languages?:spanglish
    Last book you read: sparknotes and sports illustrated
    Name some of your favorite things in your bedroom?: TV and my bed.
    Who you love: ask zach
    Who you miss:Ian
    YOU...
    Nickname(s):Special K
    Initials:KEK
    Braces:no
    Do you have any pets?: one dog
    You get embarrassed: yeah
    What makes you happy?: i dunno
    What upsets you?: people

    well im done

    Current Mood: blah
    Friday, April 9th, 2004
    2:07 pm
    WANTED

    Someone with a personality like Zach and Diachenko
    Someone with the looks of Dylan
    Basically I want SETH from the OC! Adam Brody is my hero! DAMN!

    Current Mood: determined
    Thursday, April 8th, 2004
    12:04 am
    You know it only breaks my heart
    To see you standing in the dark, alone
    Waiting there for me to come back

    I'm too afraid to show

    If it's coming over you
    Like it's coming over me
    I'm crashing like a tidal wave
    That drags me out to sea
    And I wanna be with you
    And you wanna be with me
    I'm crashing like a tidal wave
    And I don't wanna be...
    Stranded (stranded), stranded (stranded)
    Stranded (stranded), stranded (stranded)

    (And) I can only take so much
    These tears are turning me to rust
    I know you're waiting there for me
    To come back
    I'm too afraid to show

    If it's coming over you
    Like it's coming over me
    I'm crashing like a tidal wave
    That drags me out to sea
    And I wanna be with you
    And you wanna be with me
    I'm crashing like a tidal wave
    And I don't wanna be...
    Stranded (stranded), stranded (stranded)
    Stranded (stranded), stranded (stranded)

    I miss you, I need you
    Without you, I'm stranded
    I love you
    So come back
    I'm not afraid to show

    If it's coming over you
    Like it's coming over me
    I'm crashing like a tidal wave
    That drags me out to sea
    And I wanna be with you
    And you wanna be with me
    I'm crashing like a tidal wave
    And I don't wanna be...
    Stranded (stranded), stranded (stranded)
    Stranded (stranded), stranded (stranded)

    Oh baby, I miss you
    Oh baby, I need you
    So baby come back
    Oh baby, I miss you
    Oh baby, I need you

    So baby come back...
    So baby come back...
    So baby come back...


    Whatever...I wish I would have stayed and not returned... if you know what I mean...
    Friend: I got your back
    Me: Just don't stab it again...

    Current Mood: irritated
    Monday, April 5th, 2004
    8:44 pm
    Our school newspaper won first place in the nation at convention!!! And I placed/received and award for sports writing in the convention! I am so amped! This week is spring break so I am happy to have some time off to sleep, think, and visit with people. Right now I am pretty bored. I don't really have anything to say but I thought that if I didn't update a new entry it would be worse, althought I do not know what could be worse than reading this.. lol. Anywayz.. call me if you want to chill over break! I'm out.

    Current Mood: accomplished
    Thursday, April 1st, 2004
    6:52 pm
    Today was the first day of my journalism convention. It was about as exciting as the previous sentence. We worked for like 20 minutes to help set up, then we were no longer needed to we went to Fashion Valley. Tomorrow will be the real fun and the actual convention. I am nervous. We have a dance after... haha. Carly, good news today...member don't say anything to anyone about it tho because I am sure that no one knows what we are talking about. This is by far my worst entry but I nothing to say. Blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah BLAH!!!!!!!

    Current Mood: content
    Monday, March 29th, 2004
    9:47 pm
    I just finished reading my best friends entry and what she wrote kinda reinforced the idea that things happen for a reason and that not everything in life works out. The only things you can do is accept it and move on or try and change the inevitable. LIfe has a predecided course, or at least I believe it does. With her I know all about the situation and I know that she has to be patient with the situation and with the guy and see what happens. Maybe the best will happen and she will get exactly what she wants, and I hope that she does cuz I want her to be happy, but there is also a chance that things wont happen how she wants, and that's OK. In that case she will have to find closure and move on. Life goes on and dwelling in the past will get you nowhere. I know that right now things are not going how I would like them to. But the world isn't perfect and your life isn't meant to be perfect. Shit happens and life hits you hard and that's when priorities come into play. Right now my family is most important for reasons that aren't really important to all of you. My main priority is to be there in support for them. Although I wanna come to the rescue and fix things, I don't have that kind of power, so the best thing I can do is verbally and emotionally support them, and sometimes just sit there and listen or just sit there and be silent as company. Everybody needs that shoulder to cry on and that's what I am there for all the time. It's my job. It's what I want to do. I want to be there for everyone and make sure that everyone in my life is happy, but I know that there is no such utopia. So what now? What is the answer? How can I be happy if I know I have failed in making others feel glad and hopeful. It is hard and almost impossible to be optimistic constantly, but I try. Not to sound like a complainer or a dramaqueen but I wish that I had a shoulder to cry on, besides the one of my best friend, (she knows who she is.) Where are those people who are like how I try to be. Where are the people who are sincere and truely listen and care about the well beings of others before themselves?

    Current Mood: contemplative
    Sunday, March 28th, 2004
    9:25 pm
    I don't know what it is but something about music inspires me to write. Lately everything seems to be going at a speed of 100 miles per hour and things seem to be coming and going and it is all messed up. LIfe is such a joke and it feels like its not going to get better. This year has been a redefining year with friends and family for sure. I have realized that I spend soo much time worried about other people and I spend all my time making them feel better and making their problems go away. I never take time for myself, and have come to realize that I am not as happy as I should or could be. I am not saying that I don't want to help everyone because I do. In fact I don't know what I'm saying or I don't even know what I want. Or at least I don't think I can tell people how I feel because there is no one that would sincerely care to try to help. But whatever. I have so much to say but whats the point? I don't feel like spilling my heart to the public anymore.

    Current Mood: drained
    2:19 am
    What is your name?: Kristin Elisabeth Kimball
    Are you named after anyone?: i dont think so
    What's your screename?: Babybluebebe143
    Would you name a child of yours after you?: im thinkin no
    If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: Dustin or Dylan...
    If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: Cameron Burke, Brooke McBride, or Jackie Taylor
    Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: Kristen, Kristyn, Krystin... should i really go on?
    Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: maybe
    Basics
    Your gender:: female
    Straight/Gay/Bi:: straight
    Single?: sadly yes
    If not, do you want to be?: not really
    Birthdate:: October 1
    Your age:: 15
    Age you act:: older than I am
    Age you wish you were: 21
    Your height:: 5'7
    Eye color:: BLUE!!
    Happy with it?: yeah people are very complimentary about them
    Hair color:: brownish blondish
    Happy with it?: yes
    Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: righty but i can write with my left sometimes
    Your living arrangement: with the fam
    Your family:: mom dad dog- then there is pam connor ian and richard and rudy
    Have any pets?: yes my dog named Kona
    Whats your job?: summer job and since its not summer... u do the math
    Piercings?:gettin the tongue hopefully
    Tattoos?: we'll c...
    Obsessions?: Boys...apparently thats what the sixth grade class thought at least... i won Biggest Flirt
    Addictions?: wouldnt you like to know...
    Do you speak another language?: yes, Spanglish
    Have a favorite quote?: Yes i have to copywrite mine cuz people steal them! lol
    Do you have a webpage?: is this considered a webpage?
    Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
    Do you live in the moment?: i try to
    Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: yes but certain things do annoy me...
    Do you have any secrets?: if i said no id be lying
    Do you hate yourself?: sometimes
    Do you like your handwriting?: yes
    Do you have any bad habits?: i bite my nails...
    What is the compliment you get from most people: u have very pretty eyes and hair
    If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?:dont see this one
    What's your biggest fear?: spiders and bugs
    Can you sing?: u bet ur ass i can...im the next american idol!
    Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: no
    Are you a loner?:no
    What are your #1 priorities in life?: right now...school....family... friends....
    If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: yeah
    Are you a daredevil?: yes
    Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: y would i fear myself?
    Are you passive or agressive?: it all depends on the situation
    Do you have a journal?: a livejournal!
    What is your greatest strength and weakness?: my personality is my strength and my biggest weakness is not taking enought time for myself
    If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: i dunno u decide
    Do you think you are emotionally strong?: pretty much but everyone breaks down at some point
    Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: yes.. and im sure there will be more cuz life has just begun
    Do you think life has been good so far?: i guess...
    What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: am i supposed to be learning lessons?
    What do you like the most about your body?: my eyes and my hair
    And least?: i dunno
    Do you think you are good looking?: yeah
    Are you confident?: yeah people who arent make me uncomfortable sometimes... what do you say to a person who thinks poorly of themselves...
    What is the fictional character you are most like?: Joey from D.C. i guess
    Are you perceived wrongly?: well if ur listenin to the rep and rumors at school
    Smoke?: is that important to you?
    Do drugs?: not really
    Read the newspaper?: im on one
    Pray?: yes
    Go to church?: yes
    Talk to strangers who IM you?: depends...
    Sleep with stuffed animals?: not really
    Take walks in the rain?: all the time the rain is awesome!
    Talk to people even though you hate them?: i don't hate and im tolerant.. im civil to those i don't like but i don't make an effort to be around them
    Drive?: rub it in y dont u! lol
    Like to drive fast?: hahahaha yup! but safe
    Would or Have You Ever?
    Liked your voice?: yea
    Hurt yourself?: not on purpose
    Been out of the country?: a lot of times
    Eaten something that made other people sick?: hasnt everyone
    Been in love?: not in love... i dont think
    Done drugs?: is there a parrot in here...
    Gone skinny dipping?: yeah
    Had a medical emergency?: yea
    Had surgery?: yeah
    Ran away from home?: yeah
    Played strip poker?: hahhahahah yeah
    Gotten beaten up?: no but ive been threatened
    Beaten someone up?: no
    Been picked on?: do brothers count?
    Been on stage?: lots of times
    Slept outdoors?: yes i love to slepp outside
    Thought about suicide?: do you kno me well enough for that...
    Pulled an all nighter?: yes
    If yes, what is your record?: i dunno
    Gone one day without food?: almost i had like a bite of an apple
    Talked on the phone all night?: yep
    Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: yep
    Slept all day: i dont have time but that would be nice
    Killed someone?: r u seriously asking me this?
    Made out with a stranger?: yes...
    Had sex with a stranger?: no
    Thought you're going crazy?: yep i know im crazy
    Kissed the same sex?: as a dare
    Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no
    Been betrayed?: yes
    Had a dream that came true?: yeah
    Broken the law?: yes
    Met a famous person?: yes
    Have you ever killed an animalaccidently?: im sure i have
    On purpose?: a snake in my garage
    Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: no im faithful to my word
    Stolen anything?: sadly yes
    Been on radio/tv?: yes
    Been in a mosh-pit?: HEL yea!!
    Had a nervous breakdown?: oh i have nervous breakdowns all the time!
    Bungee jumped?: ask me again in a couple of years
    Had a dream that kept coming back?: yes so y wont it come true!!!
    Beliefs
    Belive in life on other planets?: sure
    Miracles?: of course.. always have faith
    Astrology?: yes
    Magic?: yes
    God?: yes
    Satan?:not really
    Santa?: of course
    Ghosts?: obviously u havent been to scream zone
    Luck?: yes im very supersticious
    Love at first sight?: i believe in love at second sight
    Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: no
    Witches?: no
    Easter bunny?: who else hides the eggs?
    Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: for most people, yes.. for kai, no
    Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: yes, always have faith
    Do you wish on stars?: definetly
    Deep Theological Questions
    Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: yes
    Do you believe in organized religion?: yes but everyone has their own religion in a way
    Where do you think we go when we die?: i hope i go to heaven
    Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yes! wondeful people and good friends
    Who is your best friend?: Carly and zach lol
    Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Carly and Connor
    What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: im normally the one who gives the advice
    Your favorite inside joke?: LA night with Carly and Carolyn.. loads of fun...
    Thing you're picked on most about?: i dunno...
    Who's your longest known friend?: Connor and Carly
    Newest?: got many
    Shyest?: I dunno
    Funniest?: hard to choose
    Sweetest?: Carly
    Closest?: Connor and CArly
    Weirdest?: Carly
    Smartest?: Gabi and Lisa
    Ditziest?: most of my friends that r girls r ditzy in their own way
    Last person you talked to online?: Tyler and Zach
    Who do you talk to most online?: CArly COnnor zach and tyler
    Who are you on the phone with most?: Carly,sometimes zach and tyler 4 way!
    Who do you trust most?: Connor and Carly
    Who listens to your problems?: whoever would care...
    Who do you fight most with?: jaimee
    Who's the nicest?: Seriously what is up with the repeating questions
    Who's the most outgoing?: I dunno
    Who's the best singer?: i already told u im the next american idol!
    Who's on your shit-list?: KAI lol
    Have you ever thought of having sex with a boyfriend?: thought about it
    Who's your second family?: the BIRDS!!!!(not like flying birds)
    Do you always feel understood?:no not always
    Who's the loudest friend?: Kai
    Do you trust others easily?: depends on who it is
    Who's house were you last at?: Connors
    Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: i dunno
    Do your friends know you?: to an extent
    Friend that lives farthest away:: Kristen in VA
    Love and All That
    Do you consider love a mistake?: sometimes
    What do you find romantic?: a lot of things
    Turn-on?: guys that make the first move and are affectionate
    Turn-off?: guys that dont like PDA
    First kiss?: i cant remember that far back lol
    If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: awkward.
    Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them: yeah im not gonna go out with someone i dont know
    Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out:
    sometimes.. but im old fashioned and i like the guy to be assertive
    Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv: yes im not that shallow people
    Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: yeah...i hope so
    What is best about the opposite sex?: looks and personality
    What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: macho pride
    What's the last present someone gave you?:i dont know
    Are you in love?: im in love with the idea of being in love
    Do you consider your significant other hot?: I have a significant other? SWEET!
    Who Was the Last Person...: do i want to relive the past.. No
    That haunted you?: uhhh im not trapped in a scary movie.. but thanks for asking?
    You wanted to kill?: im a lover not a fighter
    That you laughed at?: Zach
    That laughed at you?: Carly
    That turned you on?: o wow where do i start
    You went shopping with?: Carly
    That broke your heart?: where do i start
    To disappoint you?: like i would publically announce it
    To ask you out?: I dunno...
    To make you cry?: My mom
    To brighten up your day?: Connor
    That you thought about?: Im thinking about him right now...
    You saw a movie with?: Carly
    You talked to on the phone?: Carly and Tyler and Zach!
    You talked to through IM/ICQ?: Tyler Zach and Carly
    You saw?: Carly
    You lost?: Bogie
    Right This Moment...
    Are you going out?: Its 3 a.m. im just getting in
    Will it be with your significant other?: o i hope so
    Or some random person?: yeah them 2
    What are you wearing right now?: ooo i look HOT!
    Body part you're touching right now:: my hair
    What are you worried about right now?: Pam
    What book are you reading?: me read? good one
    What's on your mousepad?: my mouse...
    Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH
    Are you bored?: yes
    Are you tired?: no
    Are you talking to anyone online?: no
    Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: no
    Are you lonely or content?: yes lonley
    Are you listening to music?: yes Story of the Year... Zach we shoudve gone to the concert!!! What were we thinking... but warped tour for sure

    Current Mood: blah
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